Cramin' with the Cram's

Newborn pics.

2011-08-23T00:10:00.000-06:00

I was looking forward to Livvey and Lizzy's newborn session since I found out I was pregnant with twins. and Kellie Larsen with Elements Photography did NOT dissappoint. She is truely one of the BEST in the business. Especially here in Southern Utah.

They were 8 days old when these were taken. Enjoy.

May 31, 2011 The birth of the twins.

2011-08-22T23:53:00.000-06:00

***LONG POST*** (and photos are not edited, sorry)

This is the day our baby girls came into this world and will forever bless our lives.

Doc Astle scheduled the induction before he left for his trip to Italy. (lucky him, not so lucky for me) But it seems that it all worked out.

We got the call to come to the hospital at 5:45am they said to be their no later then 6:30am but not earlier then 6am because of shift change.

We arrived about 6:20am and I was SO nervous. We only knew that both babies were head down a week ago. Who knows where they were now.

I had Ben take a final picture of me in all my glory. I will never be pregnant with twins again. Better make a memory...right. (Check out the pic...I was freaking HUGE! no wonder people stared at me when I left the house!)

After this pic I got changed in to my open back sided gown and was ready to be settled in the bed.

Then after five attempts at an IV, several nurses, a weird doctor (who was going to deliver since mine is on vacation in ITALY), an ultrasound, one bag of water broken, an electrode on baby A's head and a power outage we were finally ready to settle in at the hospital.

Then the contractions started to come. I already knew I was having an epidural whether I wanted one or not. (Which I did cause I'm a pansy) But I wanted to wait as long as possible.

Through out the day I had a few visitors, mine and Ben's best friends Dave and Brooke, and a few others. I was a little embarrassed when D&B came in because #1-I am basically naked under the sheet, #2 The contractions were starting to hurt really bad, but the monitor said they weren't very hard so I kept holding off, and #3-I was NOT looking very cute. (NOT that really mattered.)

The nurse comes in at about 1:30pm and asked how my pain was and I told her I was ready for the epidural (actually i cried) I was feeling like SUCH a wuss because the monitor said they were very mild contractions, when I told her I felt like a pansy she said the the monitor was mainly just to monitor that you are having them, not necessarily the intensity. (UM....DUH Heather, you were "suffering" for nothing...lol)

The anesthesiologist came in and he was WONDERFUL! So kind, with kind words even though I was crying, (who knows why?) and he gave me the perfect epidural. NO pain, but full use of my legs. (Well not walking of course) but I could move them myself! It was great. The nurse told me to relax and she would be back in in a few minutes to put my cathater in and check the dialation and such.

Few minutes pass and the above mentioned was done. I was at a 7 and 80% effaced. She told me to take a nap and in an hour I would be ready to "have those babies" I was stoked. She and the other nurses started to say their goodbyes, it was shift change. They all had hoped I would have had them on their shift. The next nurse peeked her head in and said hello and she would be back in a minute to check all my vitals. Then she was literally back in a minute. She was looking at my monitor and looking at me and started talking REALLY fast about how they were going to wheel me into the operating room "Just in case" they had to get baby B our really quick, and a few other things and another nurse came racing in behind her wheeling out the baby birthing stuff. She then said she was going to check me agian (I thought it was weird cause the other nurse had literally JUST checked me. MAYBE 10 minutes earlier.) When she did I was at a 10 with just a little Rim. Then she REALLY told me what was going on, that baby 'A's' heartbeat had dropped and they were concerned because 10 min before I was only at a 7. (I TRUELY believe if I hadn't been dialated and ready to push they would have taken them emergency C-section.)

So they whisked Ben and I to the O.R. and the nurses from that morning decided to stay and help! I was SO happy. (It made it so there were 12 people there with us, reflecting back now it was such a beautiful greeting for coming into this world) Feet in the stir-ups and the nurse says lets give a little test push, so I pushed and she starts counting "1-2-3.....Stop! Stop pushing! You have to stop pushing! Call Doctor So and SO (I can't think of his name) he has to come NOW! This baby is going to come on her own. Your aren't pushing are you, oh my goodness, tell the doctor to HURRY!" It was so FUNNY! Then the doctor (just like in the movies) rushed in the nurse had his gown and gloves ready for him, he slid across the room on a rolling stool, and out popped Olivia Leigh.

Yep...7 pounds 6 ounces and 20 inches long on May 31, at 2:30pm. Everyone was AMAZED!

Some of the comments were "Oh! She is so big! She looks SO healthy! I can't believe you just delivered her! The other one has got to be smaller!?" I told them that in the ultrasounds Olivia WAS the smaller one. And then I was nervous.

While all of the above was going on the doc was doing another ultrasound to make sure baby "B" was still head down. (She was) and he broke the other bag of water. (It gushed ALL over him cause he did it during a contraction, it look SO cool!) A few pushes later (like 3) out came our Elizabeth Leigh

Yes! 7 pounds 10 ounces and 20 inches long at 2:40pm

Elizabeth was having a little trouble breathing so they whisked her away really quick to give her a good suction. There were SO many cheers and tears of happiness. Even with all the people and the running around it was a beautiful welcoming to the girls.

Neither spent time in the NICU, and we all got to go home the very next day. It was an easier birth then either one of the boys with no tearing or damage, you know, down there.

My nurses were wonderful, they even came to visit the next day on the mom and baby floor. They were one of a kind.

My girls were best friends in heaven, and they said to each other, "I'm not going without you" and because they are such special and valiant spirits Heavenly Father told them that they could. And to be their mom is such an honor.

It seemed like FOREVER before my Jackson and Dylan could get there to meet their sisters. When they finally arrived I happend to be holding one and as soon as Dylan saw that he started screaming and reaching out for me. He did NOT want me to have anything to do with those babies. (He really loves them now though) And sweet sweet Jackson with his little heart of gold was immediately smitten by them. Especially Olivia for whatever reason. He was so proud and gentle. He is sucha sweetheart.

The little tooth that could....til mamma got involved.

2011-06-11T09:56:00.000-06:00

Jackson got a loose tooth not so long ago...(thank you cheeseburger from McDonald's)

We were running errands before he needed to be to school and it was $1 Big Mac Monday and being the great mother that I am I bought my 5 year old a Big Mac, cause it was MUCH cheaper then a kids meal. ANYWAY...as he is eating the sandwich on the way to school he screams bloody murder and starts crying that his tooth is broken. I'm thinking the worst, his crown came off or something that require a dentist.

When we stopped I got out and looked and saw that all the crowns were still in tact. I asked Jackson what tooth it was and he pointed to the front right and it wiggled a little. As soon as I let him know all was right with the world and he just had a loose tooth He was ALL smiles! He told EVERYONE! The teacher, the kids at school the people in the grocery store, ALL his buddies in the neighborhood, the people in the bank, EVERYONE!

A month or so goes by and the dang tooth is STILL in his mouth, and the permanent one is coming in. I tried to bribe him with everything under the sun from ANY toy he wanted at the store, cash and even a LIZARD! Then one morning I could see that dang little tooth barely hanging on. I asked Jackson to let me see it (cause I was really gonna just grab it and pull it out) but of course he was reluctant because of past experiences of "wiggling it too hard". So I pretty much tackled Jackson and gave it a good wiggle and because he was thrashing about the little tooth went FLYING out of his mouth.

Luckily Jackson also has eagle eyes and was able to spot it in the folds of the blanket. PHEW!

He carried that tooth around in a travel soap dish ALL day long. Showing EVERYONE! (again). He was VERY proud.

And of course that night, the tooth fairy made her VERY FIRST appearance at our home.

He was SO worried she wouldn't know he lost a tooth, he told me to call her. lol... I laughed about it all day. But sure enough she showed up sprinkled a little fairy dust on that baby tooth and POOF! if turned into $5!

Preschool Graduation

2011-06-04T07:55:00.000-06:00

Look at my baby! He is growing up TOO FAST!

Jackson graduated from Dixie College Preschool on April 28, 2011. He is so quick to learn. My mom and I were talking about him just the other night. Its like he is too smart to hold still. He is always looking for something more interesting and exciting to peek his interest. We found out this year at preschool that he LOVES numbers. He has always done a good job picking them out but now he likes to add and subtract and his favorite thing to do in the car is count to 100. (over and over and over again. lol)

Way to go big guy! Mom and Dad are SO proud of you! You are the best!

Happy Birthday Grandpa!

2011-04-21T18:16:00.000-06:00

Today is my Grandpa's birthday.

Here are a few tidbits about Joseph Patrick Mee.

*He and my grandma met when they were VERY young. (I think middle school) and have been together ever since.

*He is a retired undercover narcotics detective. He has the most incredible stories. You know like the ones that you see on T.V. (yeah, sometimes they really are a little more "reality" then you think)

*He has built and owned his own custom cabinet shop for more then 30 years.

*He ALWAYS knows an interesting fact or tidbit on just about anything worth discussing.

*He does EVERYTHING to the best of his ability.

*He is a true example of honesty.

*He loves my grandma more then life itself. And it shows in EVERYTHING he does for her.

*He is VERY fair in all his dealings.

*He is a convert to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

*He is an avid biker. (not motorcycle, biker as in Bicycle)

*He loves his family unconditionally.

Photo is from his and my grandma's 50th wedding anniversary.
L to R Son: Jeff, Son: Greg, Himself, Wife: Winnie and Daughter: Wendy

*He loves his grandchildren

*He loves his great grandchildren even more.

*He is always willing to help and to teach someone something new. He taught Jackson to shoot a BB gun and we learned that Jax is a dead eye.

*He always treated the girl granddaughters just like the boys, letting us earn our "Totem Ship Awards" for using a pocket knife correctly and safely, just like the boy scouts.

*He would set up the tent in the living room when we were little so we could camp out and not be scared.

*He always has the latest and greatest in gadgets. i.e. gaming systems, cell phones, cool things for bikes, four wheelers. (even if he needs a little help from the grand kids on how to use them)

*He likes to play paintball.

*He has a special gift of Discernment. He knows if and when someone is telling the truth. He can sense when someone is struggling internally and will offer whatever help he can. When I was not living as righteously as I could, I remember him calling me into the office at the shop and him just telling me that he knew I was struggling with something and that he wanted to make sure that I knew that he loved me. And that my grandma loved me. And that my parents loved me more then anything in the world. And that my Heavenly Father loved me. And to ALWAYS remember that. It made me cry the rest of the day, it totally struck a cord. Not much later Ben and I found out that we were going to have Jackson. And we got married and started working towards the temple :)

*He loves to see my grandma smile.

This is a photo from their wedding.

*He's always got a sparkle in his eye.

*He works too hard.

*He plays nearly as hard when he can take a break.

*He is SUPER safe. Always making sure that we all have and wear helmets when we ride bikes, roller skate, go four wheeling.

*He always is promoting good health and wants all of us to be and stay healthy. He has offered and purchased many workout tapes, diet plans and exercise equipment for himself and/or members of the family.

*He will always call when its your birthday, and sometimes just even to say hello.

*He is a fantastic example of trusting in the Lord, of perseverance, and enduring to the end.

I really could go on forever of all the wonderful things my grandpa is and does. Not only for his family but for others as well.

Happy Birthday Grandpa. I love you.

Jackson Milestone!

2011-03-24T18:04:00.000-06:00

I have been SO SO excited for Jackson to start Kindergarten! I know it is going to be something he is going to LOVE.

I had done quite a bit of research on Sunset Elementary, the school 2 blocks away from our house. There was a teacher there I was really excited about and it is so close to the house it would be easy to walk and pick him up. But this morning I learned that we are zoned for a different Elementary school, not nearly as close.

Today was Kindergarten registration so when I learned the news about the zoning I TOTALLY broke down. I was crying (thank you hormones) actually, trying not to sob, while on the phone to my friend, Kristy, who also happens to be the relief society president, who also happened to stop by recently to see my house the messiest it has been in awhile. (eeh, oh well, but I promise, I'm ok)

I don't really think I care so much as to which school he goes to, I just felt SO SO unprepared. Because frankly...I didn't even know where the school was, let alone ANYTHING about the teachers.

Anyway, after I convinced myself that it was NOT the end of the world, I headed over and TRIED (key word...TRIED) to get him registered. But apparently you have to have your kindergarten immunizations BEFORE your register...? (appointment now on Tuesday) I really thought you just had to have them done before SCHOOL started not before registration. Anyway, we got Jackson tested and he did really well, he still struggles with writing his lower case letters but that is something we can work on. And she was impressed by his number knowledge.

The school is newer and in a nice neighborhood. There is a bus that will pick up and drop off that Jackson is REALLY excited about (I'm super nervous about). We are asking for an afternoon class because it will give me a little leeway in getting 2 babies+2 little boys+a mommy ready for the day.

Funny note...they had a couple vending machines by the front desk for pencils and erasers and stuff, Jackson asked "do they give tattoos at elementary school?" With a VERY puzzled look on his face. It made me giggle.

ohhhh....I NEEEED one (actually a couple) of these!

2011-02-14T13:32:00.000-07:00

Is this NOT the MOST amazing head piece? Won't it look fantastic on my babies when Elements Photography does their newborn pics? I MUST have a couple of these!

The piece comes from Gracylu Originals. Here is her link to her BRAND NEW website. http://www.gracyluoriginals.com/

She has amazing pieces from newborn to bridals. So beautiful!

Patient, Kind and Merciful....

2011-01-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

Those are the words from an amazingly inspired man today. My father.

I have struggled the last couple of days with those very three things, especially when dealing with the ones I love the most. To blame it on the pregnancy and hormones would be all together too easy, and unfair.

I saw my dad for less then 15 minutes and yet he KNEW just what I needed to hear. I hadn't even said anything about having a hard week. And the words just flowed out of his mouth, so inspired, just what I was needing at that moment. Do you think he even knew what he REALLY had said to me?

The Lord works in mysterious ways my friend. Through our family and friends who are in tune and listening to the spirit. Thank you Dad for being that person for me today.

So that is what I'm working on...being in better tune with the spirit, being patient, being more kind, and being merciful.

Two, Two, or one of each?

2011-01-12T16:48:00.000-07:00

My oh my...we are so blessed. We found out January 3, 2011 at 1:41pm that we are going to be proud parents to TWO pretty little girls! Yep! Girls!

FINALLY! as my friend Haley would say.

When the nice technician told us that baby "A" had "girl parts" I was so happy and extremely thankful to my Heavenly Father. And when she announced that baby "B" also had "girl parts" I was SHOCKED! and Ben nearly fainted I think. We were sure that we were having a boy and a girl.

I'm so excited to start shopping and organizing and making room for our sweet baby girls.

Now....to find two girl names that Ben and I can agree on....

New Blog...

2011-01-01T13:52:00.000-07:00

Today, I have started a new blog. Mostly just to track my pregnancy. I will do some tracking here on this site but most of the details will be on the other.

Check it out, but I must warn you, it will have LOTS of details Yucky or not.

It is called, What I wasn't expecting while expecting

Happy New Year! I love that today is 1/1/11!

2 boys 2 girls a boy and a girl?

2010-12-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

SOON we will find out what our babies are. Soon as is five days, four hours 27 minutes.
Can you tell I'm just a LITTLE bit excited?

I've been so sick, and a tad miserable with these babies. Although....I stopped taking my prenatal vitamins and it has made a WORLD of difference.

Hopefully there is at least one baby girl in there.

Turning 5.

2010-11-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

My sweet sweet Jackson...He has turned five! On October 16th 2010. ( I know the post is REALLY late) I really cannot believe it. Everytime I look at him I think when did you get so tall? or when did you get so smart? It really seems like yesterday we were bringing him home. I love you my little stinky face. I'm so proud of the little boy you are becoming. You have such a heart of gold and I know you would do anything for your little brother Dilly. Thank you for making me a better person little bear.

(Pictures to come blogger is being retarded)

October 26, 2010

2010-11-09T10:54:00.001-07:00

This is a day I will NEVER forget. The previous couple of weeks I had been having a little sickness. Like morning sickness.

It was a little thrilling to think that I might be pregnant. I had told Ben a few months before that I just KNEW it was that "time" again. You know....when you know when that little spirit is bugging you that they are ready to come. But Ben talked me out of it. We REALLY weren't in any position to have another baby, financially anyway. We would need to wait til we paid off our car and got rid of a few other bills. And then Dyl would be potty trained blah blah blah....so we continued to "prevent".

Apparantly Heavenly Father knows best....A lesson I am still trying to swallow.

I took a pregnancy test on a Friday, it came back positive. I called the doctor on Monday and they made me an appointment for the following day. I hate the girl doctor SO badly. I knew they were going to ask me lots of questions like what was the first day of your last blah blah blah....(which I had NO idea) and they were going to look....down there....dun dun dun.

When I got to the doc it was your typical pee in a cup, get your weight....(holy crap! Really?!), and blood pressure and such. Then it was, get undressed put this sexy paper nighty on and here is a paper blanket incase your a little more modest then most....

Luckily, I have an awesome Doctor. I Love Doctor Astle, he is so kind. After he did my "exam" He said we were going to do an ultrasound so we knew what my due date would be. and in went the "probe" and up came the picture. He looks at it a minute and says "hmmm..."

"Hmmm...?" I'm thinking, "that's All you have to say?" Then he says and points to the screen, "That there is Definately a baby...but see this sack right here, I'm a little troubled," And my heart SANK, could it be? There is something going to be wrong with this pregnancy? My little unborn baby is at risk for some complication...a million scary things were going through my head and I started to cry a little. Then Dr. Astle says, "see that right there....that my girl is another baby".....probe some more...."Yep, see that little flutter, thats a heartbeat, you are having twins!"

What?!?!? and I started to SOB! and sob, and sob, with deep heaving breaths inbetween. For a VERY brief second it was relief that my baby wasn't going to have some kind of horrible complication and then I was pissed that Ben wasn't there, (even though I told him not to come) and then I was just plain scared. Scared for the pregnancy and all the complications that could arise, scared for the financial burden, scared because we would never beable to afford a new and bigger car, scared I wouldn't beable to be a good enough mother to the two I already had.

I couldn't take my eyes off of the screen. TWINS! Holy crap. TWINS! What are we gonna do. TWINS! Ben is NEVER going to believe me. When i realized the doctor was staring at me like I was a crazy person I blubbered, "I'm not sad, I'm just REALLY scared. My husband is never going to believe me." and the doctor said, "Thats why we send home pictures," and he gave me the most kind and reassuring smile.

So out came the probe and the doc and I discussed what will likley happen, babies will probably come in May sometime since you don't carry them full term, I will have to get with a multiples doctor, he will see me every four weeks til the first trimester is over then every two after that. He gave me a prescription for prenatals (the hugest pill I have ever seen) and a prescription for Zofran (anti-nausia)

I called ben as soon as I was dressed. He, of course, didn't believe me until I started crying (again). I think I cried all day long. I called my mom, she was so excited. and it gave me hope. She told my dad, he said that it was "such a blessing". My grandma made me say "Honest." and our dear dear friends Dave and Brooke had the next most reassuring smiles for me that day. They helped us out and we are now the proud owners of a bigger vehicle that will hold ALL of us.

It has taken me awhile but I've come to terms with having twins. It will most likely be my last pregnancy. and I'm feeling ok about that. I'm sincerly getting more excited by the day and also more sick. I can't wait. and I am REALLY hoping for at least one little girl.

Fitzwater Sneak Peek

2010-10-12T09:00:00.000-06:00

I had had a dream.....a dream to shoot in a laundry mat. Crazy! I know. But when it was a TOTAL down pour for these clients I had realized my dream. Rye and Portia are beautiful people! They are so kind and funny and willing. Thanks Rye for putting up with ALL of the picture taking and poses.

Pickering Sneak Peek

2010-10-12T08:40:00.001-06:00

I cannot believe how well behaved this families kids are! they were so good held still and smiled. Although the location sure gave me a run for my money....(we shot in the morning)Thats alright though. Pics are turning out great! The rest will be done soon!

Frisbie Sneak Peek!

2010-10-12T08:25:00.002-06:00

I had so much fun with this family. We shot in a time crunch and the photos are turning out fabulous. I'll get the rest to you soon!

BFF's

2010-09-30T22:59:00.000-06:00

These little gals are so fun. They want their pics taken VERY often. (Luckily for Jackson) and they are very good practice for me. They are BFF's and do just about everything together. We curled hair and picked out some headbands and whalah they were ready for photos. Aren't they SO pretty! They have FANTASTIC eyes.

I tried new action and I LOVE it (maybe too much). Adds lots of contrast and a little Vintagey feel. Gives the photos that LOMO effect. I heart LOMO.

First Day of Preschool!

2010-09-25T12:47:00.000-06:00

Yeah for Jackson! He has started preschool! (on August 24th) and thus far he loves it!

When I dropped him off on the first day he told me, "Mom can you be done taking pictures now, I have to go to school." :(

I really expected him to have a little seperation anxiety. He didn't, but I did. Oh well....Here are a few pics from the first day.

Is it really a surprise?

2010-09-25T11:13:00.000-06:00

In August we in Enterprise for the CornFest. After checking out the booths and running into people from the past we headed to my parents. They have a four wheeler and Gator and the boys love riding and climbing on them. We had just gotten back from the store when Dylan took a tumble off the Gator and split his head open. My mom called the P.A. for the Enterprise Valley Medical Clinic and he opened up the clinic and let us in. He said it was a pretty good gash and could use a couple of stitches. (a first in the Mommy milestones) We discussed it and decided to use glue stitches because if you know Dylan there would be no way he would hold still long enough for a needle and thread.

Is it any wonder his head looks like this?

When we find him Here......

Or here....wait, wait, wait....

or here.....

or here.....or my favorite place so far.....

.....here?

Yep that's my Dyl. My little adventurer and climber. He'll learn one day....Right?

The misAdventures of photography....

2010-09-12T12:33:00.000-06:00

It has been a long time since I just sat Jackson down and did a few pics of just him. I decided that that day was going to be yesterday. We talked about it the night before, and I promised we would go to Sue's Pet Castle if he was "a good listener for mom."

The next morning I set up the backdrop on my table and Jax woke up JUST in time for some nice lighting in my kitchen. He was already wearing his favorite shirt (cause it wore it the two previous days....and nights) As we are walking into the kitchen to start, there was a KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK on the door. And it was THAT knock...You know, the one when you know it is the best friend at the door? Yep, it was Connor. Jackson's favorite little buddy. I KNEW I wasn't going to get jackson to take pics now...so I invited Connor in to do pictures with us. And it was SO fun. Connor wanted me to do his hair in a Mohawk. So I did. And it stood at least 6 inches tall! After everyone's hair was done. (except mine of course) I started on the pics. I did a few of just Jackson....

and CRASH! the backdrop fell over on top of Jackson. Dylan had crawled up the other side of the table and pushed it over! the backdrop came back hit dylan in the stomach and knocked him off of the table (luckily he landed on the same chair he climbed up on) It hit Dylan so hard in the stomach puked and pooped at the same time and he had a huge cut on his belly from the wood. So off to instacare to make sure all was well with little Dyl's insides.

A few minutes later, and I really mean a few minutes, the nurse just told us to go home and watch him and if he got extra cranky or if we saw any blood come up or out to go to the Emergency Room. (OH. thanks lady.) We make it back home and do some pics of Connor...and this kid has PERSONALITY!

Then we did some together. Because they are besties you know.

BUT WAIT!!!!!

The story doesn't end there! After these shots were taken the boys went outside to play. About 30 minutes later Jackson runs into the house screaming his head off saying Connor stuck a stick in his ear. You can imagine my surprise, So I look (as far as I can see) into Jackson's ear. No blood.

ME (holding Jax)...Ohhhkayy son, calm down.....

Jackson (near hyperventilation and crying)....It hurts, he just took a stick and poked my brain!

ME...Oh man! Take a deep breath...why did you let him put a stick in your ear buddy?

Jackson (still crying and a look of DUH on his face)....cause we were playing doctor and Connor was the doctor!

Luckily Ben was home from cleaning carpets already, because I was not about to show my face at the same instacare twice in one afternoon! But to no avail, the nurse recognized Jackson from earlier. ***SIGH***

So...2 trips to Instacare, 1 ruptured ear drum and a $100 perscription for ear drops later (and that was AFTER a $25 off coupon), Both children are fine and I am a happy mom cause I got the pics I wanted. (Its a wonder why i don't take more "professional looking" pics of my kids)

Dylan's FIRST Birthday Party!

2010-09-10T18:53:00.000-06:00

Yes....it was back in July, and I'm just getting to it. Better late then never right? Here are a few pics from his paRty. Nothing fancy just a few friends and family.

Best Buddies! Jackson on Dylan's new bike.

Uncle Joe and Dyl.

Cupcakes. There were SO any flies I had to keep them covered!

It was soooo HOT that day! Poor Dyl....his cheeks were so red!

Dylan liked the tissue paper more then his gifts.

Big Brother Jackson

Dylan's new ball. He LOVES this ball.

Logan Friend.

New chair from Grandma and Grandpa Paine. He loves this thing.

Tristan walking to Daddy Dave.

Baby Ophi

2010-08-16T15:23:00.000-06:00

OH! I love this little Ophi! She is just SO sweet! I could NOT get enough of this pretty little girl!

Hugs...

2010-08-11T11:54:00.001-06:00

I saw this video on facebook today. I bawled like a little baby. It is beautiful.

These people have the pleasure of knowing what a REAL hug should be and feel like. So, next time you give someone you love a hug make sure to hold a little tighter, and maybe even a little longer. It will be worth it.

I so much imagine when we die and return to heaven that this is the way that we will embrace our Savior and our loved ones that went before us.

Cousins

2010-08-10T16:44:00.000-06:00

We haven't seen our cousins since Dylan was born. Look at how beautiful and big they are getting!

Dishwasher

2010-08-10T16:38:00.000-06:00

Check out what I found in my dishwasher today.

Cute huh?!? I think I'll keep him.

Dilly and the stairs.

2010-08-10T16:32:00.001-06:00

Step one....put up gate to prevent small children from climbing stairs.

Step 2: Make sure it keeps the small child out.

Step three....return gate. What am I gonna do with this stinker?

Facebook laughs

2010-08-05T08:21:00.002-06:00

You know how somethings on facebook are awkward? Especially the "like" button. Check out what I found on collegehumor.com This is SO funny!

Sneak Peek for Brooke

2010-08-03T08:07:00.000-06:00

It ALL started when my friend Brooke moved into a new home. It is a BEAUTIFUL home but it has one wall that is HUGE and VERY high. She has her entertainment center on that wall but its just lacking. The first time I saw it I KNEW exactly what she should do. I opened my BIG mouth and said..."Brooke! You should do some HUGE prints of your kids. like 30x30 huge!" and the dawn of a fantastic project was born! Here are my favs from the session. Hope you like!

July 29, 2005

2010-07-31T12:12:00.000-06:00

July 29, 2005....30 percent chance of rain. It was like any other Friday in Saint George, Utah, except.....that it was OUR wedding day!

Yep, 5 years ago Ben and I tied the knot. My dad married us with Thunder and lightening crashing all around us and as soon as we said our I do's the heaven's opened up and rained on us. It was amazing and oh so beautiful. At the time the rain was my worst fear. Now it is one of the favorite memories of the day.

I LOVE seeing other peoples wedding photos so I thought I'd post a few of our. You must promise not to laugh!

Our invitation photo

My dad marrying us.

My little bro Joey. He was afraid he would never see me again. He even cried before this pic.

And here we are now. :)

5 years and 2 kids later.

I love you babe. I know we still have the best years to come. I can't imagine life without you.

Everyday blessings...

2010-07-28T17:06:00.000-06:00

This past week I was given many opportunities to count my blessings. I'm not gonna talk about it all, mostly because I don't want to dwell on the negative, but here are a few things I am thankful for this week...

I am thankful for gainful employment...For Ben's Job(s) as well as my job that allows me to help bring in a small amount of income while working from home. Even though it has lots of surprises and tricky things to deal with, and LOTS of up and downs I am SO thankful that I am able to contribute to our income as well as stay home with my boys.

I am thankful for reliable transportation...This last week our thermostat went out in the car and it kept over heating. I would have to drive with the heater on and with the windows down when it was 115 degrees outside and then the very next day the battery died. I am now more aware then ever how lucky I am to have a running vehicle that even has air conditioning.

I am thankful for good friends...After running some errands in the above mentioned conditions and with two grumpy children, I stopped by my friends house (who is also my boss) to report on what I had done that day for the business. They had company so I was just going to make it quick when my dear friend Brooke asked. "Are you ok?" I was so tired and hot and exhausted and worried about the car and how much it was going to cost that I just broke down and started to cry and I had to leave. A little later my boss called and asked me to come back to his house. He then proceeded to make the necessary calls and get the necessary parts and he fixed my car. AND he paid for the part. Thank you Dave. You are great. And thank you Brooke for being there for me.

I am thankful for home teachers who act upon their promptings...Both boys had been up several times each, every night last week. Jackson because of a virus and Dylan because of teething. Dylan had not let me put him down all day and refused to take any naps. The house was a disaster because this was the third day of very little sleep and 2 very needy children. I had just found out that Ben was going to be working late (AGAIN) and I was at my wits end. When all of a sudden....I see the hometeachers coming up to the house. UGH! I was horrified! I was in grubby clothes, no make-up and my hair was a disaster, the baby was screaming his head off because i had set him down to pick up some of the laundry, and Jackson is in his underwear answering the door. But Of course, I let them in and apologized profusly for the condition of my home. When one of them asked..."so how are you guys doing?" and I lost it. I began crying my eyes out about how the week had gone with the business and with the car and with the kids. Thirty minutes later Ben arrived home and saved them, from me and my blubbering. Brother Davenport who lives just across the way from us TOLD us he and his wife were going to keep the boys while we ran and got a new battery and so we could also steal a few minutes for ourselves. He and his wife probably don't even know how incredibly grateful I am to them for that hour break. It doesn't sound like much but at that moment their small act of kindness meant the world to me and gave me just the little boost of energy I was needing to get through the rest of the evening.

I am also thankful for my Children who are usually pretty healthy and happy. I'm thankful for my husband who steps in when he gets home from work and recongnizes when I've had a rough day. I'm thankful for the many prayers that I have felt on my behalf lately. What an incredible thing it is to be able to FEEL the prayers of others for you. I'm thankful for jackson's million questions each day and for Dylan's sweet smile that always reminds me that its all going to be ok.

I have so many "everyday" blessings that I forget to recognize and though I'm not grateful at the time, I am grateful now for the opportunity to look back on days like last week and know that Heavenly Father loves me.

Dylan is Turning ONE!

2010-07-13T15:34:00.000-06:00

I'm a day early but I thought I better post now. I CANNOT believe my baby Dylan is already a year old!

Here is a little about him. He LOVES his daddy and big brother. He walks and trys to talk. He is a really good climber. He loves pasta and snowcones. Dylan loves to play outside like the big boys and loves bikes, cars and anything else with wheels that he can push. He has such a great little personality already.

I love my little Dilly so much. He has such a sweet little spirit about him and is a pretty patient kiddo.

I love you baby bear! Happy Birthday.

Tribute to the Fathers in my life.

2010-07-07T19:25:00.000-06:00

I know Father's Day is long gone. But I need to post about the Fathers in my life.

First up....My Children's Father.

Ben is one of the best dads out there. He only wants what is best for his boys. Even if it is comes with a dose of stern discipline. He loves them so much. He works long hard hours at two seperate jobs so that their mother can be home to take care of them. When Jackson asks him where he is going it breaks his heart everytime he has to tell him "to work". And it melts his heart when he gets home and Jackson asks him how his day was and Dylan does all he can to run to him and give his some love. I love you so much babe. Thank you for all you do.

Next is....My Father.

My Dad to say the least has always been and always will be the rock that our family is built upon. He grew up in a Catholic home, served in the army and converted to the LDS church when he was 21. He then served a mission in Halifax Canada. He married my mom in 1982 in the Los Angeles Temple. Ever since I can remember he would wake us up in the early morning for family scripture study and family prayer. He would always come in and flip on the light and be singing us a song. Usually it was "you are so beautiful to me, Can't you see?...." I don't know who sings it but when I happen to hear it, it never sounds as good as it did when my dad was singing it to me. He is such a fantastic grandpa. My boys love him to pieces. He has taught me to draw strength from the little things around me. A smile, a look, a bed, a roof over our heads, and to always look at all of my options and look a little further in to the future.

And....my Grandfather

My grandpa has ALWAYS been there. I think my grandpa has a special gift in knowing the "true heart" of a person. He is really thoughtful and one of the most HONEST men I know. He has done a lot in his lifetime. He was an undercover narcotics detective for a long time. I love to hear his stories about dumb criminals or the cool busts that he went on. After an accident on the job he retired from that and went on to owning his own custom cabinet business. There, he has taught many, including myself, the benefits of working hard and doing good quality work. From the time I was 12 and even before, he always offered me time on the job. Whether it was sitting or inventorying in the bike shop or at the cabinet shop sweeping sawdust and building drawers, he always paid me and the rest of his employee fair wages according to the quality and hard work we put in. I complained A LOT, when I worked there but now I would never trade those experiences for anything. Not only has it taught me good work ethics, but with that knowledge I can refurnish, fix or build just about anything I may need for my home.

Without these three men my life would be incomplete. I would not be the person that I am today. Thank you for all you do and have done. I'm so happy my boys have wonderful examples in their life. I love you all.

Happy Father's Day

McLeod Family

2010-07-06T17:06:00.002-06:00

I LOVE the McLeod Family. They are beautiful inside and out. Thank you SO much for letting me take your pictures!

Baby Elsie...

2010-07-04T01:01:00.003-06:00

This is my first EVER newborn shoot! I was SO nervous and REALLY excited.

Baby Elsie is what was cooking in the last maternity shoot I did for Stef and Justin. This little sweetie slept nearly the whole shoot right up until the end. Thank you Justin and Stef for having faith in me to capture your tiny one. Hope you like them!

What's a shoot without tiny toes?

Daddy's Girl ALREADY?!? You better believe it.

IF you look close you can see her smiling for those eskimo kisses.

Proud MAMA! Who has inspired me to do a natural birth next time around! Way to go Stef!

Check out the furry shoulder! I LOVE IT!

Little of this, a Little of that.

2010-06-11T17:39:00.000-06:00

Jackson has shed his training wheels. And with that he has a new found freedom! There is no holding him back and he is SO SO SO fast on his bike.

With Summer comes popsicles. Especially in the hot Saint George sun. I think we go through a box of "Otter Pops" every 10 days or so! And Jackson is such a sweet kid. He always wants EVERYONE to have one when he gets one.

Yep. It's Dylan. Doesn't he look SO much like Jackson! He is growing like a weed and started walking last month! He's now 11 months. And his little personality is starting to come out more and more.

Sneak Peek for Stef and Justin.

2010-06-08T10:51:00.000-06:00

I had so much FUN with this couple! Stef and Justin are expecting their first baby in a few weeks. They have decided to go traditional and NOT find out what the sex is! They are BRAVE! You can really tell that they love each other so much and are ready to share that love with a new little one. Good Luck Guys! I can't wait to see that new little one!

Mmm....Oreos.

2010-05-17T16:51:00.000-06:00

Yum....You ALL know you are enjoying your Oreos this way in your head.

Thoughts on Mother's Day....

2010-05-09T22:38:00.000-06:00

This is a photo of my Mom. Isn't she lovely? She has taught me SO many things.

I love her so much. I'm so thankful that she is here with us today. Just over six years ago she had a stroke. It was sevier, but we know it could have been so much worse then it was. She lost use of her left side, but through physical therapy she has been able to gain almost 100% of the use back. How amazing right? And she still gets to giggle about how she has no feeling in her hand and how she finds it in odd positions and places.

She has endured through so many of life's battles besides her stroke. She was a worthy young woman to marry and be sealed for time and all eternity in the Los Angels Temple, She's given birth to four children (all natural, I mean with NO epidural....That makes her a real woman in itself I think.) She has endured through and been the rock for our family during times of sickness...when my brother Chris at the age of 14 was diagnosed with Ewing's Sarcoma. She knew the name of every medication and what they did for him. She spent hours and hours traveling and by his bedside with a brand new baby. Now with my Grandmother and her breast cancer how it left and then came back again worse then ever and knowing that one day she is going to loose HER mom, probably sooner then later. And she is my littlest brother Joey's whole world and Everything, as he and she are learning how to deal and cope and overcome everyday with Aspergers.

I think all the time about how lucky my kids are to have her has a grandma, and what if it had been her time that afternoon in February? They wouldn't have been able to EXPERIENCE what a wonderful woman she is. My only hope is to be half the mom she is...

Sometimes I find motherhood to be so so hard and yet the most rewarding thing I've ever done in my life. I've given up my personal interests, career, and social life to witness every burp, smile, hiccup, whimper, scrape, and milestone my kids have. And when I hold them and see them succeed or witness any ONE of the things listed, I KNOW it was a good trade.

I guess the most important thing is to keep going. Keep teaching, keep kissing and hugging and loving, keep doing, keep snuggling. and most of all keep praying.

Hair Tips

2010-04-27T11:24:00.000-06:00

Did I mention the hair tips are from a Four year old?

Thank you big brother Jackson for getting your little brother ready for the day.

rOcK aNd RoLL BABY!

2010-04-24T23:02:00.000-06:00

One major thing Ben and I differ on is Music. Ben LOVES Rock and Roll, usually really hard rock. Don't get me wrong, I can appreciate the great classics and musicians and some of the....other stuff.

Jackson is following in his daddy's footsteps. He tells me he likes Dad's music better then mine. I Love Love Love that Jackson has such a great imagination and fun friends, and at the ripe ol' age of four he is already in a rock band. Check out their first performance at the link below. You won't regret it.

Rock and Roll Kiddos

Decepticons and Autobots

2010-04-24T21:09:00.001-06:00

I didn't realized not all four year olds are as versed as Jackson is in the Language of the Transformers.

Jackson was trying to explain the difference of the Autobots and the Decepticons to his four year old friend Tyson. Tyson kept looking at Jackson like he was crazy and kept saying "What?"

So Jackson showed him his Optimus Prime and told Tyson

"This is an Autobot, he's a good guy."

and Tyson said "What? An Otter Pop?"

I was laughing SO hard. Whats even funnier is that Jackson said, "Yeah!, an Otter Pop, lets go get one!"

Pretty Miss Anna

2010-04-14T20:34:00.000-06:00

What a fun shoot this was! Anna is one of the seniors I had the pleasure of shooting this year. We battled some wind, but the shots still turned out great. Congratulations Anna!

Hoppy Easter!

2010-03-31T00:43:00.000-06:00

Dylan's Blessing

2010-03-31T00:03:00.000-06:00

We FINALLY blessed Dylan on March 14. It was so beautiful and special.

We had it in the Relief Society room after chruch with just a few friends and family. Ben gave a Fantastic blessing, and because Dylan is so big and wiggly I got to sit right in the middle of all of those worthy men who held the priesthood and hold my sweet little guy while they exercised the same power that Christ did while he healed the sick on here on earth.

And Ben even bore his testimony....it truley was a beautiful day.

Sneak Peek for Tiah and Joe

2010-03-30T23:18:00.000-06:00

I just recently met Tiah and we totally hit it off right away! She is also a PSE 7 user and we started swaping tricks while sharing some Adamame (steamed Soy Beans--SO GOOD!)

I think these turned out fantastic. and she loved them too. Even though a lady in her ward saw them before she did. Dang Facebook!

And her kids....WOW! They L-O-V-E the camera, and give the best smiles.

Unfortunately I won't get to shoot at this Tractor too often. It's on her dad's property and he's pretty picky about who gets to visit. I don't really blame him, he has LOTS of fun goodies there. I can't wait to shoot there again this fall! Thanks Tiah!

Ty and Cristi Sneak Peek

2010-03-24T23:10:00.000-06:00

Sometimes when I shoot a family you just have to step back and let the session take its course and as the photographer be aware of all that is happening around you. It's ok to let the kids play, they will have genuine smiles. Let the baby stay wrapped up in the blanket, so she isn't screaming in the pictures cause it's just a little bit too cold for her, and watch mom and dad, they are sure to show each other how much they love each other.

Thanks Cristi and Ty for letting me capture your sweet moments.

Miss Makayla

2010-03-16T21:00:00.001-06:00

Remember being a "tween" how moody and dramatic everything is. That's why I love shooting this age group. They give you exactly what you want will pose silly and clever ways on their own. The only care is who like who on the playground.

Thanks Kay for being a great subject. I hope your meeting goes well with the talent scouts!

My Jackson is Busier then your Jackson....

2010-03-14T22:01:00.000-06:00

MY Jackson can do his own hair.....

And he can ALWAYS find things he's not supposed to get into...

And MY Jackson can even touch his tongue to his nose and even into his nostril...

Can yours?

JUST a stay at home Mom...

2010-03-10T15:35:00.000-07:00

This is what has ended up in front of my couch for the last several nights in a row.

I complained to Ben about his clothes sitting in the Living room again and he told me "well, you are home all day while I'm out providing for our family, so I think its ok if you pick up my stuff."

He was totally NOT kidding.

So I shot right back and said, "You REALLY want to go there, hun? I WORK a full time job from home, plus, I take care of our kids, Which technically is a full time job because people get paid damn good money to take care of other people's children, I cook and clean, I budget. I RUN our home. I never get to sleep in, I wake up before the kids, and I put them to bed, I wake with the baby in the night so you can sleep, and I still have to do all of my "duties" even when I'm sick. So honey, do you REALLY want to go there with me?"

Then came the silence....

And I REALLY wanted to say.....Yea, that's what I thought...But I didn't because I'm better then that.

I'm gonna be honest here....Being "JUST" a Stay at home mom is SUPER hard and has been a HUGE adjustment for me, and I really don't think I'm totally in synch with it yet. I have the best job in the world, getting to watch children grow and teach them according to my teachings. Even though its hard sometimes, and i want to lock myself in my bedroom I wouldn't trade it for the world.

So here is to all the stay at home Moms, you are the best!

A gReAt BIG bRoThEr!

2010-03-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

This morning Jackson saw me playing with Dylan while he was still in his crib (standing of course). I kept peeking around the corner and saying "BOO!" I was about to walk away and use the bathroom and Jackson comes over and says.

"Don't worry Mom, I will protect him."

What a sweet guy huh.

He tells me two minutes later...."Mom, is there a library we can go to so I can get some new books?"

What?!? He is such a smartie. So thats where we are headed today to the library, to find some new books.

Shark Reef

2010-02-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

We had so much fun at the Mandalay Bay Shark Reef. We stopped there on our way back from California. (soon to be posted) Although I don't think I got any actual pictures of the sharks here are a few of my favorite from the Aquarium.

I tried SO SO SO hard to get Jackson to try and kiss the glass by this Alligator But he wouldn't...dang it.

Jackson checking out the fish.

Jackson was pretty apprehensive about touching the Sting Rays...

But he finally did :)

Yum....Cold Stone!

2010-02-24T17:05:00.000-07:00

Doesn't the photo say it all? My boy LOVES ice cream.

Kim's Senior Pics

2010-02-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

Isn't she pretty? She is such a fun girl and a tad camera shy. I don't think she is quite used to all the attention I was giving her. Sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable girly! The rest will be done soon. Love Ya!

So this is Love.....

2010-02-16T14:20:00.000-07:00

50 years ago my grandparents made promises to each other as husband and wife. To be each others constant friend, faithful partners and one and only Loves. In the presence of God and their family and friends they vowed to be faithful partners in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, in joy as well as sorrow. 50 years ago they took and gave each other their faults and their strengths. They promised to love each other unconditionally, support each in their goals, to love and respect one another. To laugh with one another and to cry with each other.

If that isn't love, then I don't know what is.......

Happy 50th Anniversary Grandma and Grandpa!

This is one of those old photo booth photo of them...how wonderful huh!

Their Wedding Day.

And their Invitation announcement for the 50th celebration....

Tiff and Rustin Bridals

2010-02-04T02:22:00.000-07:00

It seems like it has been a long time since my last "Bridal" shoot. At the end of this shoot I walked away feeling like my whithering, ethiopian looking, artistic side had been sustained even if it was just temporary. I came home in such a fantastic mood. I learned something about taking time for myself, (even if in the long run it means one more thing to do)

I LOVE this couple and we had such a good time at the shoot. They are actually getting married this weekend (02/06/10) the same day as my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. Kinda cool huh? Celebrating Newly wedded bliss and timeless love all in the same day?

Thanks for guys for helping me learn to take time for me and and what I think are my talents.

I know it's early.....

2010-01-31T23:42:00.000-07:00

but I wanted to be the FIRST to wish you a HAPPY Valentine's Day. I love you all!

***Rach...are you proud? I did it myself!***

You saw who? where?

2010-01-22T10:32:00.000-07:00

Yes, its me. Yes, that is a mug shot. I figured all the celebrities get blogged about when they get arrested. Shouldn't I? Am I not DIVA enough? haha

Still not really sure what I was Arrested for.....They told me a civil matter.....Another chapter in my life?...lol.

Its kinda funny right? It wasn't funny at the time.....but it is kinda funny now. Oh well, what do you do?

And here are my lovely holding cell mates.....they told me, "jail isn't as bad as it seems." This is coming from a pill popping meth user, a woman who contributes to minors, shoplifter, and the last girl had a warrant for something. Nobody worry, I was in good company.

27th birthday!

2010-01-18T11:06:00.000-07:00

Who is this man that is having his 27th birthday today?
He is the ying to my yang, the dirty to my clean, the redneck in my city. The pesimist to my optimisim, the laid back to my high strung, the gruff to my soft. My opposite and compliment that I cannot imagine my life without. It's my overworked, under appreciated, loving husband, Ben.

I love you babe! Thank you for ALL that you do that keeps food on our table, warm beds to sleep in, roof over our heads and love in our hearts. You are a great husband and father and cannot wait to spend the rest of eternity with you!

Sneak Peek for Sharleen and Family...

2010-01-06T00:33:00.001-07:00

I'm so lucky to get to work with so many cute clients!

I really enjoyed shooting this family, they reminded me of my own. My family originally comes from Southern California where it is VERY normal to have no more then three kids. So I don't have the pleasure of having eight aunts and 10 uncles.

Having this intimate group made for a quick session with great shots!

bAbY bUcKeTs

2009-12-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

This Video is hilariously AWESOME! These guys....Three of whom happen to be my awesome cousins...go to lots of different places and take they're nerf hoop (and ball) with them and make some intense shots! The shot at the end with the car is so amazing! CHeck it out NOW!

Dez and the Twins....

2009-12-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

My sweet and ambitious friend Dez....Isn't she SO beautiful! She's carrying twins! A boy... Kael and a girl..Arianna. She has been SO optimistic this whole pregnancy and it will soon be coming to an end. Hopefully NOT on Christmas Eve or Christmas though....right Dez?

The poor girl has suffered from Toxemia, gestational diabetes, on and off bed rest, two doctors, a nutritionist, three other children, a husband, moving (twice) and purchasing a home! She is such a trooper and a GREAT inspiration! I love ya girl and hope you like them as well as I do!

*Note* I wanted to make sure I gave credit to Kellie Larsen of Elements Photography. I used her idea of the XY and XX on the bare bellies. I haven't seen it anywhere else but in her work and wanted to make sure she got the proper credit. Check out her blog elementsphotographystudio.blogspot.com.

Sneak Peek for Tiff and Rustin

2009-12-17T13:14:00.000-07:00

Here you go you good lookin' kiddos! The rest will be done SOON! I promise.

Christmas Card

2009-12-10T09:16:00.001-07:00

Like I said....I know so many TALENTED people! I have to say ANOTHER great BIG Thank You to the WONDERFUL and TALENTED Rachel Hood of

Remember This Designs!

What a wonderful service she provides to design CUSTOM Cards and for a mere $5!

Check out her site.....rememberthisdesigns.blogspot.com

(p.s.---Yes, it looks like her personal site header, but I fell in LOVE with the phrase and she was so gracious as to let me use it as well.)

Our turn for Fall pics....

2009-12-03T20:48:00.001-07:00

I am SO incredibly blessed to know SO many fantastically talented people! Especially photographers! My sweet friend Tiffany Ringwood of Tiffany Jane Photography took these and WE are So pleased with them. Tiffany is very creative and talented and affordable! Look her up if you would like tiffanyjanephotography.blogspot.com

Thanks Tiff! You are great! and Oh so FAST! I don't know how you do it!

Brooke's Kids.....

2009-12-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

I love these kids like they were my own! Finally they are done Brooke. I love you!

Big Brother....

2009-12-03T19:47:00.000-07:00

Dylan LOVES his big brother Jackson, and Jackson LOVES being the big brother. Jackson loves to tickle and play peek-a-boo and patty cake with Dylan. Dylan laughs and laughs.

Lately, when Jackson comes close to Dylan, Dylan will throw himself and try and catch Jackson in his arms and growl! It is so cute! The first time he did it I got mad at Jax cause I thought he was being too rough, but when Dylan did it again and again I understood.....So sweet. They are going to be best friends!

Pumpkin Carving....

2009-12-03T19:03:00.000-07:00

This is the story of Jackson and my Pumpkin carving Escapades. I seriously don't think I have carved a pumpkin since I was 10. Now I know why we always Painted pumpkins....

First the picking of the pumpkin....I had again procrastinated in going to the pumpkin patch to take great pics of the kids while they chose a pumpkin. Ehhh....I'll pick one up at Smith's. Well day of Halloween rolled around and Boy did they have slim pickens. I FINALLY found one that was fairly round, it had some blemishes but it's alright it adds character RIGHT? So I do my grocery shopping and I'm loading every thing in and I get to the pumpkin and SQUISH! Soggy on bottom....Oh, well.....I guess that's what I get.

So we get home, cut open the top and I tell Jackson "ok, start getting the pumpkin guts out..." and this is the look I got........................I have to touch it? With my fingers? he asks.

So I got a big spoon for him and he was cool with it........

Then it was awesome.....and he was very proud of himself for getting the pumpkin guts out.

Then came carving....no pics of that because I got to do it. But a silly pic in between.

Two round pumpkin heads.............

When I was telling Jackson about the candle and how it would light him up we couldn't wait til it was dark!

Our mess......

And the finished product.....My hand hurt SO bad by the end. I sure was proud of it though. Jack looked great all lit up!

Halloween in December? That's how bad I am!

2009-12-03T18:02:00.001-07:00

Yes, I'm posting Halloween in December. I HAVE to at least get it posted. I'm such a procrastinator! Jackson was our Blue haired Bumblebee Transformer and Dylan was a Monkey.

Jackson really loved walking the neighborhood....He is such a sweet kid. We wanted to GIVE candy to all the houses that we knocked at. And Boy was he excited when he got a toothbrush from one of our neighbors. We got more candy in our complex then we did anywhere else. It was fun! This is the first year he has really embraced the whole trick or treating thing. Below are just a few pics of the kids in their costumes.

Just wanted to Share...

2009-10-24T17:23:00.000-06:00

I LOVE this picture. Even though he is in his carseat....

Muddy Boys and A Bumblebee....

2009-10-22T22:02:00.000-06:00

Jackson and I made some Chex muddy Buddies today, more for Ben then anyone else. We cranked up the music and danced around the kitchen shaking up the chex and the powdered sugar. He kept calling them muddy boys instead of muddy buddies. It was so cute, and pretty funny!

Jackson LOVES Transformers. And being a dedicated mom I went to Walmart at midnight and bought the Transformers 2 movie so he could have it when he woke up....He was so HAPPY! He put on his Bumblebee costume and acted out all the fight scenes. It was SO hillarious!

fOuR yEaRs OlD!

2009-10-22T21:37:00.001-06:00

OH! Has it really been a whole four years since my baby was born? Apparantly yes. What a sweet guy he is. Here are pics from his birthday party.

I LOVE this picture not only for my boy blowing out the candles but for the dear sweet mother covering her boys mouth in the background, trying not to ruin Jackson's moment.

Amazed at the Sparkler candle....Even though I didn't get a pic of it.

Spidey cupcakes Jackson and I made together for his friends. They were easier then trying to serve each one a piece of cake, plus they got a little party favor.

Jackson was sucha good helper with his birthday cake. He wanted sprinkles and spiderman, he didn't care what else. It turned out alright....except my red frosting never turned red. Just stayed pink.

This piniata was the best $20 investment EVER! It stood about a foot taller then jackson and was SO fun for all the kids. We filled it with candy and party favors. There was SO much stuff in there all the kids were leaving with 2 full party sacks and there pockets full of stuff, with more on the ground to pick up! Side note: the little boy in the left hand side of the picture wasn't invited to the party. I don't even know who he was. My sweet Jackson just invited him to the party because he happend to be at the park at the same time.

PineNut Picking!

2009-10-22T20:48:00.000-06:00

Whoa! Pine Nut picking has taken me to a whole new level of Utahness! I have never been in the the 16 years of living here.

Pine Nut picking was NOT what I had imagined...I did NOT imagine that I would be on my hands and knees crawling under pine trees Picking through the needles and deer/elk droppings that may have been there. I did NOT imagine having to pee in the hills, and I did NOT imagine that I was going to be as sore as I was for the next 4 days! But it was wonderful! and i can't wait to do it again with my family! The thing is...I worked SO hard for the 4lbs of pinenuts I collected I don't even want to eat them. I just want to admire them from in their brown paper bag.

Thank you So much RaSelle and Spencer for driving their truck and letting me ride along! It was so much fun and Haley for inviting me and showing me how to pee while leaning on a rock and not getting any on my pants!

Small pail of pine nuts

This is our pinenut picking gear, the red thing is a bag that hooks to a belt that you dump your pine nuts into after you have filled your pail and also holds your toilet paper for when you have to pee...or poop for that matter (luckily I didn't have to do that). the gray and blue things are knee pads that strap to your legs so you don't get any pine needles in your shins and less pine gum on your pants. Thank you Ralene for sharing with me.

Haley is just finishing up nursing her little guy so naturally she had to do a little pumping so she wouldn't "hurt" quite so bad. The kids were so amazed that milk came from mommies they kept asking her questions about it. Finally she just asked them if they wanted a taste and well....Just keep scrolling down.

Here is Jad, He was the most reluctant. He promised the other boys if they tasted first then he would. This is him keeping his promise.

And this little guy REALLY liked it! He chugged like 3/4 of the bottle!

And this big guy he was such a sweet guy following me around helping me gather pine nuts. He was such a good helper and I loved chatting with him. Thanks Jerron Spencer Bubba Henry Sanderson!

You never know.....

2009-10-22T11:50:00.000-06:00

You NEVER know how much a very small gesture means to someone, especially your kids.

Jackson was laying in my bed at 4am this morning, he heard the baby wake up and was making sure everything was ok. I invited him into our bed to go back to sleep and of course he accepted. After I put Dylan back in his crib, I snuggled up to Jackson and gave him a kiss on his shoulder, something I do quite often when we are snuggling. When I tried to cover him all the way up he says "Don't! Your going to RUIN my kiss!"

It made my heart melt....He is such a good little boy with a heart of gold I love him!

I promise more posts to come with the events of October! Love you all thanks for reading!

Squish a Boob, Save a Life!

2009-10-19T14:12:00.000-06:00

October, if you didn't know, is Breast Cancer Awareness month. This cause is especially dear to my heart because of my Grandma. She was diagnosed with breast cancer had a mastactomy and chemotheragpy and was in remission when it came back with a vengence. When it came back it was in what they call Stage 4 (which is REALLY bad). She is now considered terminal and will eventually loose her battle with the illness even though she looks and feels pretty good most of the time.

My grandma is such a wonderful lady! She is ALWAYS looking out for others and for their needs. She makes dinner for a widow in her ward every Sunday and she and/or my grandpa take the meal to her.

She is very dedicated to anything she is asked to do and never does anything half way. She is a super decorator and her home is always clean and welcoming. She and my grandpa are converts to the LDS church and are perfect examples of honesty, kindness, and enduring to the end.

So PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE be dilligent in routine self breast examines and don't miss your yearly appointments!

Sneak Peek for Keely and Matt.....

2009-10-04T17:26:00.000-06:00

Awww....to be young and in love and getting married again....Engagements are one of my favorite kind of sessions. The couples passion for each other translate so nicely in to photos! Matt complained of not being very photogentic. He was wonderful once I could get him to relax and look at the camera! Thanks kids for the great session. The rest will be done soon! I promise.

Announcements

2009-10-02T09:54:00.000-06:00

So....I have to thank my friend Rachel Hood with Remember This Designs for making my life SO much easier and building these announcements for me!

All I had to do was slip the picture in. Thank You So much Rachel.

She does announcements and cards professionally and for such a small fee...She is wonderful! Check out her blog here http://rememberthisdesigns.blogspot.com/ And if you don't see what you like on the site shoot her an email with what you want and she will build it custom for you!
Thanks again Rach!

Dan and Haley 2009

2009-09-23T09:50:00.000-06:00

Here is a sneak peek for Haley and Dan and two of the cutest and funniest kids around!

Hope you like! There is more to come. I'm so excited to edit the rest!

VMA's and New Moon....

2009-09-15T13:39:00.000-06:00

Whoa Dang! What a great VMA show minus the Kanye West interruption. Poor Taylor, and what a humble and mature woman Beyonce is. She looked absolutely mortified when Kanya got up there and said that She was better then Taylor.

I do love Pink's reaction. That he is "a waste" and "a toolbox". Even though she was wearing the EXACT same dress as someone else. She looked better in it anyway. But apparently it isn't her first time dressing like someone else.

Anyway, the REAL reason we all REALLY endured through the VMA's....Oh yes, the new NEW MOON movie trailer. Can I just say Dakota Fanning looks amazing! And with her in the flick you know it's gonna be a GREAT movie! Check it out below and ENJOY!

Movie Trailers - Movies Blog

Has it been 2 months?

2009-09-09T18:10:00.000-06:00

Holy Smokes! My baby is two months old! I can't believe how time flys. Here are a few pics. I haven't done many. I am just realizing I shouldn't "wait til tomorrow" to do things. Time passes oh so fast.

Jackson took this one of Dylan. Dylan has Jackson's hat on and Jackson thinks it is the funniest thing in the world!

Inside camping...

2009-09-09T15:56:00.000-06:00

So.....Being a stay-at-home mom is proving much more difficult than I had ever imagined. I imagined a clean house all the time, time to exercise and get stuff done, but the very most important thing was having time to update my blog.....well, not really but it is harder to blog now then it was before. ANyways....onto the post.

Jackson and I spent quite a few evenings together by ourselves while Ben was working nights. In our evening adventures we camped out in the living room and jumped on the couch. (but don't tell Ben about the couch jumping. hehehe)

Not a real tent just our sunshade for the beach, but it served a second purpose.

Here is jackson getting so serious air!

nEw BoRn PiCs!!!

2009-08-07T14:38:00.000-06:00

I cannot say enough nice things about Elements Photography and Kellie Larsen!

She is an incredible photographer that works miracles! Check out what she has done with my little Dylan...

Check out her site at http://www.elementsphotographystudio.com/ She does fantastic work. She also teaches a photography class and a photoshop class.

Thank you SO much Kellie for sharing your talents!

I LOVE this one....with Jackson's chubby little fingers! Ohhhhh........

Only four years?

2009-08-05T16:59:00.000-06:00

Ben and I celebrated our fourth anniversary on the 29th of July. It can't believe it's only been four years that we have been married (we dated for four before we got married).....I don't mean that derogatory at all. It just seems like we have done so much in the four years.

Maybe it was because we were forced to grow up when we found out we were having Jackson and weren't married. Maybe because in the beginning we felt like we only had each other to rely on. Or maybe because just after Jackson was born and Ben was working nights we weren't sure we were going to be able to survive each other.....or our marriage. Or maybe when we finally were able to get to the temple a year later and were able to kneel across from each other and be sealed for time and all eternity. Maybe it's because we have struggled with going to church every week and the other one is always the stronger one the week the other doesn't want to go. Or maybe because I can't imagine my life without him....

As I sit here I realize how different Ben and I really are, and how much we compliment each other on the flip side of so many things. I'm so grateful for my husband, and the love that we have that only grows stronger with each passing day. How even though I'm home all day he still comes home and picks up the living room, or makes dinner, or loads the dishes, but my very favorite is when Dylan is awake in the evening and he lets me eat my dinner first so I can "have a break and enjoy my meal" even though he is REALLY hungry and tired from a long hot day at work.

"My love for him is not of this world. It can't be broken by anything, not by any worldly ideas of what love is. Not by death. Nothing. Love is Godly, God is love. And we are his children. Our bond will carry us to the eternities and beyond. It's not cheesy, its the truth."

Even though I know he is probably not going to read this I would be ungrateful if I didn't put it out there....I love you babe, thanks for the last eight years, and I can't wait for so many more.

Couple days later....

2009-08-05T15:50:00.000-06:00

We ended up having to stay two nights in the hospital....(I can't wait to get the bill)

First we couldn't get Dylan's blood sugar to stabilize. and then his billirubin was too high. Poor guy got stuck in the foot so many times he wouldn't even cry when i would take him in to instacare to check the billirubin the following days.

Luckily he LOVED the lights. He would lay there sprawled out like a frog and soak up the rays.

Coming home from the hospital....

Jackson LOVES his little brother so much! He loves holding him. This night he fell asleep with the Dylan in his arms. It was so sweet.

Just born...

2009-08-05T15:18:00.000-06:00

Here he is....Baby Dylan. If I wait to do too much editing they will never get posted.

He was born July 14 and was 8lbs 15oz and 21 inches long. (Exactly one pound smaller than Jackson---Phew!)

This photo might be a gross out but they are my favorite photos....so new.

Getting checked out by the nurses...

Meeting baby brother for the first time...

Proud brother...

Day before Baby....

2009-07-30T17:03:00.001-06:00

Jackson is such a sweet little guy. The day before Dylan was born Jackson wanted to "help" me get ready. He asked if he could paint my nails. It was so sweet. How could I not let him. (Luckily he chose an opal color. They looked pretty good for a three year old.

Fourth of July....

2009-07-23T17:32:00.000-06:00

I know it's REALLY late but I wanted to catch up....

Fourth of July we spent in Enterprise. My folks were headed to Logan to take my Sister-in-law home because she stayed a little longer then my brother. That wasn't a problem until the dog got an infection in his.....well, his "junk" if you will, and needed to have an antibiotic everyday. So we volunteered staying the weekend in E-town since it is cooler and I was VERY pregnant.

It was a lot of fun hanging out with Jackson and going to the playground at the school and riding the four wheeler and gator. It was ALL really nice and pleasant until the night of the thunderstorm......You see, my dad has this beautiful chocolate lab, and she is the sweetest thing EVER, but she is a big chicken. So all night long, she barked and howled at the stupid lightening and thunder. I REALLY thought I was going to strangle her by the end of the night.

Oh well, it is a funny memory.

What happens in a month?

2009-07-23T16:47:00.000-06:00

I can't believe it's been a month since my last post. So what has happened in a month around here?
Oh, not much....we just had a baby! and holy smokes, I was scared at first, I totally thought I had forgotten how to take care of a tiny one. But it's like riding a bike, you never forget. and if I ever get around to editing I will post some pics.

Thank you for all the well wishes and support. I love you all!

Baby coming soon to the Cram's near you....

2009-07-10T10:23:00.000-06:00

Dylan will be making his big appearance sometime on Tuesday, July 14th!

I have been pretty worried about his size and the complications of having a large baby vaginally and expressed those to Dr. Astle when I saw him yesterday. I had told him I didn't mind having a C-section but I wanted to be able to choose when it was. He said that he think a natural birth (delivering vaginally) is still possible and still the best option, and that we would set an induction date for next week. (Secretly I can't wait for the good drugs and the relief of back pain and pressure.)

So here I am FINALLY with a deadline to get all the "little" things done that I THINK I need done. I can't wait to meet this new little person that is coming into our lives, and I can't wait to see what a good big brother Jackson is going to be.

Be Careful what you pray for......

2009-06-18T17:42:00.000-06:00

These last few weeks of Pregnancy have been HARD! I don't remember being this uncomfortable....and TIRED!

I was telling my mom last week how unprepared I was beginning to feel because I am already dilated to a "2" and I felt like there was so much to do....and CLEAN.

In my evening prayers I have been asking for a little more strength to get me through the day so that I can have a little energy to do a little extra cleaning each evening. And the Lord answers prayers. I have had some extra energy....and what do I do with it? I cook dinner, eat dinner, and elevate my feet. Not at all taking advantage of the blessing I have so diligently asked for.

On Monday morning, I was getting Jackson ready to go to Cheryl's (my mom-in-law) and noticed this weird looking rash on his leg, I chalked it up to being from allergies because he hadn't had bath the night before and went "bug hunting" with Aunt Kara. That night it didn't look better so we bought some Cortizone cream. Gave Jackson a good long shower and I scrubbed him down myself, then put the cream on him.

(I promise this is going somewhere)

The next morning (Tuesday) the rash had spread more! and was getting blistery and nasty. I didn't dare take him to the babysitters (for fear it was contagious since it was spreading) and took the day off to go to the Doctor. We didn't get to see our regular pediatrician (Dr. Kadu) but we saw Dr. Marsden (who is just as awesome) and he told me he thought Jackson's rash was a strain of Herpes!

"What!? Herpes?!?" I lost it. My mind started racing where would he get it from?....but more importantly who? I LOST it and started bawling.

He told me that there are thousands of different kinds of strains and that even cold sores and chicken pox are a type herpes. and that HERPES is such a dirty word now because of STD's and blah blah blah. and that he could have picked it up from another kid, from the pool or it could have just been dormant in his body until something triggered it to react. Then he tells me that treating it is beginning to become controversial because it is so common it is starting to not respond to medicines, and that I need to let it run it's course.

How long will it take?....7 to 10 days
How contagious is it?....Very, anything it comes in contact with will get it.
So I can't take him to daycare?....No.
How long is it contagious for?...until it scabs overs.

So I lost it again and started bawling...AGAIN.

So to keep it from spreading, not only on Jackson, but to Ben and I, I get to CLEAN my house as if he had lice, bleach everything, wash everything, toys, sheets, clothing, pillows, blankets, floors, couches, carpets, blah, blah, blah....and continue to do it until he is no longer contagious. The poor kid is semi quarantined in the house and feels just fine. He has to wear pants ALL the time. We are going to miss going to Enterprise for Father's Day. Ben had to take Wednesday through Friday off to stay with him. It has been a mess....

But it IS what I prayed for...the motivation to get things done, and now I have it. Heavenly Father knows what He's doing, and I am to follow His guidance and except the answer even though it's not the way I expected it. Even when it's hard....and very inconvenient.

Jackson's Fingers

2009-06-13T10:18:00.000-06:00

Ben has been trying to teach Jackson to do the "Rock On" sign since I think he was born. Jackson is just now getting the concepts of being able to do things, well control the shapes of his fingers and such. So here are some pics of the "signs" Jackson loves to do....

ROCK ON!

PEACE!

I LOVE YOU!

She's Got Skills? We've GOT skills!

2009-06-13T09:03:00.000-06:00

I took this awesome photoshop class.....and got to meet a TON of really awesome people, and learn how to sharpen my skills in photoshop. It was so fun to get out once a week with a bunch of cool peeps. Here are a couple of our graduation photos.

A SPECIAL thanks Rach and Kel for teaching us the proper way to use our programs and being SO patient!

Stinky Daddy...

2009-06-12T16:36:00.000-06:00

Ben will probably kill me later for posting this but.....It was funny.

We just came in from the pool, and Ben and Jackson both had to go potty, so while I got Jackson's wet clothes off, Ben bee-lined it to the bathroom.

When Ben came out Jackson ran in, and jumped on the toilet and started doing his business. Then all of a sudden he yells

"Peee-U! Dad, What did you eat?"

It's been awhile since I laughed SO hard.

The TRUE Meaning of words.....

2009-06-03T20:25:00.000-06:00

We say so many things everyday, and I wonder, do we REALLY mean them? or do we REALLY know what it's like to feel certain emotions?

There are so many emotions felt at different times and for different reasons, and they aren't all translated the same by each person.

Below are some photos (not mine) that I think depict the TRUE meanings of the word they are listed with. Hope you enjoy!

LOVE.

Sorrow.

Departure.

Solitude.

Pain.

Rescued.

Friendship.

Divine.

Innocence.

Best Friends.

Patience.

New Moon Countdown

2009-05-31T19:10:00.000-06:00

I can NOT wait for this movie to come out.

This is the official trailer for NEW MOON that came out tonight.

Thought I would share. I don't know who else is looking forward to this but I think November sounds SO far away! Enjoy the clip! I did, it just wasn't enough.

MTV Movie Awards Twilight: New Moon

Kids say.....

2009-05-28T18:53:00.001-06:00

Jackson and I stopped by the bank today after work. We went ahead and went in because Jackson likes too.

When we were leaving the teller gave him 2 suckers. When we got to the car he asked for help opening them. I said "Eat them one at a time please, one now and one after dinner, ok...." Without missing a beat he says,

"but want to have a party in my mouf!?"

Where the heck did he learn that from? I don't know, but it's pretty dang funny!

What are you wearing?

2009-05-27T20:00:00.000-06:00

Ben was showing Jackson a picture of himself today. In the photo he is wearing a pair of Spidey Sunglasses and a police badge. When Ben asked him what was special about the picture Jackson says

"I'n wearing my po-yeece band-aid."

Ha! I love my sweet guy.......

Jeffs Est. 2009

2009-05-27T19:33:00.000-06:00

Mr. and Mrs. Jeffs were married May 2, 2009. They are a super fun loving couple. Thank you for the opportunity to capture your wedding and all the fun before hand!

Last installment.....

2009-05-27T16:55:00.000-06:00

Even though they already have their pics I had to post the last installment of the BIG FAMILY! This is Des and Brian. They are awesome and their kiddos are so cute! Thanks for the great session!

sOn Of A BEE!

2009-05-25T19:59:00.000-06:00

Jackson has seriously been cracking me up with the things he says. I'm having to write down all the funny things he's been saying lately.

I try REALLY hard not to say bad words in front of Jackson. Not only because he is three and mimicks EVERYTHING, but how can I possibly teach HIM not to say it if I'm saying it....right?

So tonight as I was cooking dinner, I took the lid off the Spanish Rice and wasn't paying much attention and the steam burned me and I yelled 'Son of a "B"!' Yes, I said "b", as in the letter, not the swear word.

Jackson comes running in from the living room and says "Bee? Where's the bee mommy? Is there a bee in the house?" Ben busts up laughing in the living room, I'm laughing pretty dang hard and poor Jackson is still asking about the "bee".

Maybe you had to be there for it to be funny, but I'm glad that he thought of a "bee" instead of the word it stood for.

Whatcha got there?

2009-05-22T12:34:00.000-06:00

This is ONE of the reasons

I love my husband SO much!

He is ALWAYS amazing me

with what he puts together for meals.

Naturally he is a scrappy guy,

he hates to throw anything away......

incase he might need it later.

So when I was sitting here at the computer

and he came in with his sandwiches

I asked....Whatcha got there?

Take a look...Can you guess what it is?

Yep.... Peanut Butter and Jelly with

Cheetos for a crunch!

Even as a Preggo girl... this doesn't really appeal to me, but I still love ya babe.